Girlblogging as a form of spiritual cleansing

I'm just 22 and very stupid so apologies in advance

Strengths
• can write
• never stressed
• not afraid of death

Weaknesses
• WILL abandon all her morals for a guy (edit: WOULD abondon all her morals for a guy if it wasn't for the EXISTENTIAL DREAD that KILLS THE VIBE)
• recovering ideologist
• sometimes when i run it feels like im dying to i stop