Religion has a mysticism problem

"I got God on my side / And I'm just trying to survive / What if what you do to survive / Kills the things you love / Fear's a powerful thing, baby / It can turn your heart black, you can trust / It'll take your God-filled soul / And fill it with devils and dust" - Devils & Dust, Bruce Springsteen
wrestling with God as a delving into mystery christianity isn't about being happy, it's about being hopefull

For a long time, I've tried to escape the statement "I don't like organized religion."